Get to know me

When myspace was popping back oh so long ago I used to love to do those survey's about yourself and put them up on my page. I thought it helped people to get to know me and find out what my little quirks and intricacies were..  I haven't done one in so so long.. so I guess I'll do one now.. 

So let me do the one where I tell you 20 random things about myself.. It my not be all that great, but entertain me a little. 

1. I am still afraid of the dark (#dontjudgeme) I must sleep with some kind of light on. Whether it be the TV or something else bright.. I need to some kind of illumination at night

2. I hate when people automatically assume that they know me. (YOU DON'T KNOW ME) 

3. I don't like being the butt of people's jokes.. I remember when I used to hang out with my cousins and I always ended up being the butt of their jokes.. It used to piss me off to NO end.. 

4. I am very sensitive.. I cry very easily. 

5. I don't like funerals.. I mean I really hate them.. I can't take seeing someone in a casket and knowing that they were alive a couple of days. It really hurts my heart and I cry all the time, even if I didn't know the person all that well. 

6.  I still love make-up. I don't do it as much as I used to but I still love watching youtube videos and learning about techniques that I can use when I do makeup for clients and on myself. 

7.  I miss being in a relationship. Its about to be 3 years since I've been in a relationship and I kind of miss the companionship that I get from a boyfriend. 

8. It doesn't look like it but I am shy... (roll your eyes if you want to but I am.. shoo)

9. I wish I had a sibling.. my mother never had other children and I wish that she had. If I am ever with a man that is an only child himself, I will never get to be an aunt.. (THAT SUCKS)

10. I love being a teacher.. though where I work isn't the be best place to be I love what I do and I love my students.. (those rugrats get on my nerve something fierce sometimes) 

11. I am struggling to find things to tell you about myself

12. I have 27 letters in my whole name.. first middle and last.. and this doesn't even include the hyphens. 

13.  If I came with a warning sign it would read.. HIGHLY EMOTIONAL!!! PROCEED WITH CAUTION

14. My mom is my rock, my backbone.. my biggest fan, and the biggest pain in m ass.. I love this woman to NO end but sometimes I wish she would just be quiet.. But I LOVE her to NO end. 

15. I am still finding it very difficult to tell you things about me.. why is that.. 

16. Sometimes I feel like I am not good enough to have gotten where I am. 

17. I don't speak to God like I used to and it bothers me.. but unfortunately I haven't done anything about it. I used to talk to him all the time and now I've just stopped.. I need to fix this problem.. asap

18. When I was younger I wished I was a lighter skin complexion. All my friends were lighter than I am and I wished I was their complexion.. I found that guys liked them more

19. I am not scared of turning 30 this year.

20. I used to pray that my ex-boyfriend and former love of my life would leave his current woman and come back to me.. but I realized that I don't want that drama again in my life. Once is good enough for me..

This was harder than I thought it was going to be and there were two times where I couldn't think of anything to write.. But yeah this is me.. just a little tidbit.. You got to know me.. how about you??