Procrastination

I am a born procrastinator. I know this better than anyone, yet I still procrastinate. I always leave things for the last minute and then have to rush to get things done. I know that this is something that I need to work on but I'm taking my time in handling my business and I'll get to it when I want to (how will that help me improve I don't know but I'll be sure to keep you posted on how its going soon enough).

Now, for about a week I've been trying to come back to put up another posting reguarding things that are going on in my life. Not that there is a lot ( I lead a very boring life actually) but to let some some steam off. I come on and read what my friends post and laugh and look at the other posters but everytime I want to post something I'll log off and then say well I'll come back and post something. It has been a week and a half and I finally said enough is enough and here I am posting. I wonder why I am the way that I am? Why procrastinate? Why not get it out the way and then just deal with it. It may seem that I'm here just venting about procrastinating when it comes to blogging but I'm talking about in general. I do the same thing with school and with work and everything else that I have to do. I really need to get things in order? While I plan things out and I write things down I find myself rushing to get things done. Like right now, I'm suppose to be doing this project for class and instead of starting it because it is due next Monday, I'm here watching "I Love NY" and then going to watch "The Hills" and then maybe I'll start it.

UGH, ok.. so fine I'm going to finish this by saying. I'm going to start on my project. Wish me luck

New Beginnings

A friend recommended that I start writing a blog (thanks KR), at first I didn't think that it was a good idea, but finally after some serious contemplation I decided why not. I have so much going on in my life, some may say that it is novel worthy why not write it out and vent instead of keeping it bottled up inside. So here we are today, I'm blogging, and instantly I have this epiphany and I am asking myself why didn't I do this before? What took me so long to get up on this? To be quite honest I guess it was for fear that I'd be letting too much out and of being judged, but now that I have so much going emotionally and personally, and I have had a lot happen I think it is the right time for me to just put it all out there. I'm in my mid-twenties, and though its still early for me in life I've had some good and bad times, things that I'd like to forget and others that I would relive all over again. SO here I go blogging.. Read more later